dreams

i have heard of many dreamers before... many books wrote about them - like two josephs the dreamer and many more... movies are made for and about them like that one casted by brendan fraser and also one called the dreamweaver and many more...

i also heard of my paternal grandmother's dreams and those of my own mama and papa's dreams. many of them were fulfilled... they happened to people they know and do not know. they happened in different time and places.

i also have my moments of rich dreams. some are good and beautiful while some are not. some were already fulfilled and some remained clear memories in my mind and heart.

these few months ago have been rich dreaming time for me. and for the first time, i want to capture them. it may mean losing their sacredness, as they come out of the sacred recesses of my heart and mind, yet, i want to attempt capturing them with words and the power of articulation.

it's been a few weks already that i have been dreaming of couples - a couple whom i know so well and one who are popular movie stars - who are having hard time in their marital relationship. i have found myself listening intently to their troubles and giving some clear counsels and processing towards forgiveness and reconciliation. and those attempts were never successful.

i wonder why?