when nothing happened as I planned

hi dozing and snoozing you,

by now, you may still be flying thousands of miles up there, snoozing and dozing your lethargy, hehehe... while all i can do is trust that all is well with you.

so is this it? the point of no return... no more turning back...

i don't know what to say and how to feel... so many things are slowly coming down my senses, sinking in and hopefully taking deep roots in my heart and soul. things that are true, pure, good, beautiful, lovely... things that are not just to and from the self, but more so, beyond! things that do not only belong to the here and now, nor any temporary timeline, but those that are real endless and timeless.

thank you for that openness and grace as i started to learn to share my emotions to you last night. yeah, this is just getting so real to me, each moment that passes by. no other words to call it except undeserved 'grace' and unexpected 'miracle.'

Let God be God!

it seems that overnight, i'm suddenly a new person, with a new identity, with a changed heart, a new believer! a believer of love, enjoying each experience, embracing its mysteries, confronting the great unknown, taking courage at hand and nothing else... after some time of extreme struggle and long waiting the season of trusting and believing has come, as i join you in this journey, a man of and from God, praying that you will remain to be after His own heart!

all i can say now, is that God is good... He is funny at times, though. But His ways are definitely not ours. hayy, i am still so surprised at the many unfolding of events. nothing happened as i planned. yet, i believe that i did what He alone wanted and i went where He alone led me into... may all these unfold for Him, for His sake, in His time.

below are the things that you requested... you may choose to put a general title to it, hehehe

please behave well and take care... just eat healthy food, hehehe... and study well. make sure you befriend others, too.

~meeh