Okay, LORD!
I'm ready to face this life that I have now for good. I'm ready now (as I always dream of), to be single for life! Just don't allow to grow in me the heart of an old maid ;-)... what i meant by that, you already know!
Instead, I pray that you would fill me with that great and overflowing joy, overflowing from Your Throne of grace... that humility, too, as well as the servanthood of Jesus... the boldness, too, from the Holy Spirit... coupled with Your wisdom and grace!
So, it's exactly a year now when you took him away from me. With the only desire to obey and honor You, I let go of him despite all the pains. It was never an easy path... well, so narrow, the one less travelled and never familiar. that path of brokenness, groaning, and giving away... to the point of death!
But, it's that same path towards healing and restoration, as well. that same path where the rainbow used to appear right after a great storm. that path towards life and towards Him, who is more and bigger than life itself.
(01 december 2K5, 1845 hrs, at frio mixx ali mall, phils)
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