Crossing the Bridge When There Is One

Dear Hassan,

So is this it after some time… is this it?!

Is this the bridge worth crossing now? Is this what is meant by a test of time? That something which grows stronger at the test of time?

Is this the miracle of God? Is this what they call ‘leap of faith’? Is this what they call ‘courage’? Is this what they call ‘love’?

How can it be that understanding and reasons are elusive? How can I ever realize that I have loved you without knowing clearly why and how? How can life be this different and hard? Yet, be joyful and exciting as well.

There is neither assurance nor tangibles between us even as I write now. There is not even a hint of what is in your heart and mind. But I pursue this leap of faith, this grasp of courage, and this miracle of love and living!

I pray for wisdom and neither confusion nor fear…

~Hadassah ;-)


Impressions

That you have a clear mandate from the Lord and you know it well. And there are also specific ones. May you be able to clarify and obey them.

That part of the mandate is God’s clear guidance on your future family. May the gracious God grant you the best wife, one who will be your match and soulmate, one whom you will serve the Lord with, one who will be the best mother of your children.

That you have to take courage and continue to take that leap of faith. Take courage to open your heart and receive His miracle of love.

(ika-sampung araw ng unang buwan ng taong ito po ito naisulat... kasama ang buwan sa kanyang paglabas. ito'y isang mayamang pagpapahayag ng saloobin sa naising maging makatotohanan at may katapatan sa sarili lamang.)